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Well, I put up some of my writings and I have written an opening blog, but it's burried beneath the reposts. I just wanted to say that there is a reason for all this, and the reason is odd and wonderful .... I was returning from a disheartening visit to the local DHS, who help me with daycare, but they are still making me pay more than I can afford. It was getting dark, rolling in over the hills from another town, and I was stopped between two railroad tracks with my phone taking photos, hoping the light overhead would do something dramatic and magical, I don't think it did..... Then I made my way over the tracks, turned toward home and saw some men walking away from a housing project that is near my own little humble dwelling. I saw the man had a cigarette. So I made a big loopty. I had already decided not to buy cigarettes from the store, I wasn't going to smoke, I thought...... Instead I bummed from Jeff, a nice man who invited me back, anytime, to enjoy another cigarette and talk. He gave me three..... When I arrived home I was covered. The clouds had moved in and the wind blew my little kitty cottage thingy up the stairs by my door. I watched it tumble up and was filled with a sense of inspiration, to which I gathered my little bit of cigarettes and walked to the back of my building to watch the wind blow the trees and the rain move over the mountains...... But there, at the back of the building, lying in a crust of mud and trash because my neighbors came from barns, or huts, was a GIANT feather. It was as big as a coffe table book, but thinner. I understood what it meant immediately. I was to use my neighbors computer to write and to start a new blog where I could be inspired further to wirte and to share..... So that is all for today. See y'all later...